You'll understand me only if you've lost a loved one. He's everywhere, in every particle of the air. Just about a few days after his departure, I felt he was looking at me from all directions. And when I meditated to talk to him, in the deep alpha waves when I asked him to appear, he answered from inside of me. Since then he's with me and I know that he lives in his family and friends, too. He uses our voices to accomplish his mission in this world.
- My name is Dennis.
When I first knew him I was fighting hard for survival. I don't know how to express my condition then. It was not just the financial crisis in an economically bankrupt country or the sorrows of a newly failed relationship. I was mostly defeated by regret. The thought of spending most of my life in vain tortured me every day. I clearly saw that my abilities were abandoned to droop and this was killing me, especially because at that time- 16 months ago- I was full of doubts and fears and could see only a faint light in the horizon. Then he appeared.
After his death hundreds of his Facebook friends wrote on his wall messages like "thank you Dennis, you changed my life", it was just then that I knew what he did for me was not an exception. He had helped many people around the world to find their way in darkness. Before that time, I had asked many spiritual teachers for help. But Dennis was the first and only person who completely understood my problems and solved them at once- and distantly.
His extraordinary personal attractiveness came from his unbelievable capacity for "being at your side". He listened with his ears, his heart and his shamanic powers patiently, then he "saw" everything. For others, his live presence was healing, too. He also helped them with direct advice. For I had not the privilege, I tried to compensate with all I had. After hearing all my problems he told me "You must drop fear, this is the key. Come to Peru and the Paqos and I will heal you forever." But as I couldn't go immediately I said, "Can't I heal myself?" He agreed "Why not! Of course, you can." And I could because my soul had touched the rays of his truth and was ready to go back to its origin which was love and light. That was how Dennis became my great inspiration source.
Also, the story behind his life was extremely interesting to me. It's a unique story that I can describe only repeating the adjective "unique", going back to some 500 years ago to the time of the Spaniards invasion to Peru. The Inca was a peace-loving nation with unique civilization based on peace. they had an advanced organization for irrigation and agriculture and a very deep socialistic system that left no poor or criminal in the society. Their social classes were not in contrast with each other and strange to say that they were great mathematicians though they had no written language.
A unique character of their religion, Andean religion, which is based on loving and protecting Pachamama (our mother earth) is its full tolerance toward all other religions. Even though the Spaniards destroyed their temples and slaughtered most of the Inca, the Inca even today show respect to Christianity and have added prayers to Mary and Jesus to their shamanic ceremonies, because the nature of their religion is to respect all the others and to give love and respect to all the children of mother earth. They believe the feminine power of the earth has produced life, so everyone has to let their feminine part of the soul flourish.
Dennis used to say "I love to share". This is a feminine characteristic which I like most. Sharing, loving, showing our emotions as they are, even our weaknesses... These are only a small part of what I learned from Dennis in a very short period of time.
PS. Today the Inca shamanic way is not counted to be a religion anymore. Instead, the Inca (or Inka) pathway is believed to be a tradition of the ancient spiritual wisdom and healing arts of the Incas.
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